Was staring blankly into the fridge today wondering what to eat (choices: honey, spirulina powder, potato, expired soy milk, you can see why I was stumped), when I noticed the temperature settings. Sometimes it's the silly things that catch me by surprise and remind me I'm somewhere else.
Yesterday while I was waiting to register for practice at the main shala I realized that it was my first time there since Guruji had passed. I was surprised at how strongly I felt his absence. I was also surprised at how wonderful it felt to be back there again. I knew it without knowing it - that is my home. I didn't fully experience just how much until I'd left to return.
There is nothing in the world like the energy of that room, absolutely nothing. I'm unspeakably happy and grateful to be back.
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